soon...

I think some cold or something will hit me really soon, although I am trying my damdest to stop it or at least make is not so bad. Last night I made a cup of coffee and stirred in one of those Zicam spoons into it, and gagged it down. I am thinking about contacting that company for false information, they say that your not suppose to taste that stuff, but I can.

We ended up going to see Katie this morning, I wasn't sure if she was going to be there since she text me last night about her going to get her new car, but she was there. I was on edge the whole time looking out the window waiting to see if Carlo was going to be there.

I swear my heart literally jumped into my mouth the minute I saw him walking up to the Diner, and I know it seems mean, but I quick pulled my purse up onto the booth seat next to me, hoping it would stop him from sitting next to me. He walked right past me....

I got excited and I felt an air of calm come over me....I soaked in that calmness took a big gulp of coffee, then almost choked on it, when I felt someone tug on my hair only to know all to well who it was.......

GGGRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He sat down next to us, and for the next 10minuts I sat praying, just wishing he would go back to the bar and finish his coffee, he didn't see us when he came in, he claimed. Argh, it must have been my father's big mouth taking to "P" that made Carlo realize we were here.

He doesn't stay with us long (although it feels like 4eva!) but just the time he is there he is always tapping me, or messing with me in some way that just annoys me, and I can feel him looking right through me (kind of like how Lesley's brother does) the whole time there.


When we finally came home I watched Intervention and Paranormal State from last night, I am convinced that they are now my 2 favorite shows on tv. Although American Idol starts tonight and Big Brother starts next month, then of course there is the Biggest Loser.....alright so I have quite the list of favorite shows, but those 2 are at the tip top of my list.

My mom gave me some Coricidin pills for cold/flu and by the time Paranormal was over I couldn't keep my eyes open, and ended up fallin asleep for 2hrs, I am hoping it was the pills anyway, I think I am going to try taking to a ½ before Biggest Loser is over and hope they will help me sleep better tonight, then I have slept in the past 2 nights....